Something
that has always dumbfounded me is the lack of time we are led to
believe unavailable to us. It's like everything is instant,and
instantly we have less time that ever. There are the 24 hour
conveniences, the 24 delivery and the world of instant data at our
fingertips 24 hours a day. And we are made to think we have no time?
I
cannot and will not subscribe to this. I have all the time in the
world, and time is all I really have. When we listless or perhaps
haplessly float in a sea that pushes us this way and that at the
whims of racketeers and marketers, we are too busy torn every which
way. Our minds are muddled. We begin to comply with those
terrifically organized things that make us a part of a whole. Being a
part of a whole, despite sounding comforting, serves to make each of
us slower as a group than any part individually.
We
become pitted one against the other, at least in this modern age of
commercialism. Buy this and be that and you will be happy. Buy more
and be more. How does this serve anybody? This serves only to remove
the image we hold deep inside and puts us in a state that shows not
what we are but what others think we are, or should be.
It
also persuades us to spend our time differently. When we have
constant contact with an inanimate device that pantomimes life, we
have less time for life. I was asked once, years ago, how I found the
time to write. It was during one of those early years of my son's
life when most of my day was taken up in caring for him. The question
astounded me. How do I find the time? If you have a television,
social media accounts and a smartphone (hopefully someday that term
will sound stupid or passe) you have the time to write.
But
it's more than all of that. It's more than the constant contact with
the machine, the commercial machine, the propagator of fear and
consumption. It's the rapid fire changing of images. It's the swiftly
moving sidebars, periphery of too much of nothing at all. It's the
constant distraction both external and internal. It's this notion
that we have learned as multitasking. This splits our attention and
our concentration in many, many ways. When we are fractured like
this, we have lost our focus and therefore our concentration. Once
our concentration is gone, we have no choice than to follow a
predestined path chosen by those who want our money and therefore our
time. Never forget than if time is money then money is time. Take
money out of the equation and all we are left with is time.
When
we think about our life, some 80 to 90 years for most of us, that's a
whole lot of time. It's a whole lot of time only because I have never
felt like life is short. So many statements, do this or that because
life is short, and all of that. I think the opposite. I feel like
life is very very long. Should we be unhappy, our life becomes
exponentially longer. I also feel like the root of all unhappiness is
the disconnect between the pursuit of what we do verses what we
really need to be. Unhappiness is the deferred destiny in each one of
us. It's the use of time to do something that lies outside of those
Higher Laws we all need to subscribe to at every moment, at every
turn.
There
is this quiet that comes when we really focus on making our art. It's
this point in our practice of making art when the world stills. It's
this moment when we are free from the world of electronic gadgets and
fossil fuels when nothing outside of our work matters. When we have
dedicated the time, the energy, our very essence to a task of
creativity, it matters not what sorts of clothes we wear, or what
sorts of things we have, or what sorts of services we buy. We are
consumed not by the system, but we are consumed into the eternal art
that will last longer than any fleeting feeling of purchase or
purchasing power.
Radically
speaking here, I am suggesting a few things. First and foremost, I am
suggesting that all of us immediately stop what we are doing and
either resume or begin any creative act. At this moment, I am
suggesting that we all start to write poetry or novels in notebooks,
that we all start composing the next generation of music or scrap
convention and build some jazz, that we all start to paint with water
colors or charcoal or blood. I feel like is imperative to understand
what it is to be human. I am suggesting that all of us seek out our
higher laws and I believe these will lead us away from fast food and
pills. I feel like we can make deposits to the larger bank of human
endeavors and let the bank of our dross e-life go bankrupt.
When
we strip the mundane, the superfluous and the unnecessary away I'm
willing to bet that we lose the desire for fear and consumption. When
we turn off the electric gadgetry and focus on imagination, I am
willing to believe that we will all have ample time to make art. When
we settle and find the quiet in ourselves we will hear and see and
know our higher laws. I believe everyone has these higher laws and
when we all follow them, what a world we will have.
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