It's a vast amount of
hours gone. It happens very slowly, or it seems to. What happens is
this: it's dark here very early in the evening now, and it stays dark
all night. It's quiet, or relatively, where I live. Almost all my
memories over the entire course of my life have happened at night. I
have never liked the morning, I've liked the afternoon only slightly
more. I am a pasty and pale dude. And when the night comes on, the
world stills, the place quiets and my entire family goes to bed.
Then, I am alone. This is all I want, all I want all day long is the
peace and quiet and to be alone. These hours are vast, and they go by
fast. I have all night.
In my youth, and I
suspect everyone can say this, I became a different person at night.
The rake came out, or at least the hedonist. Again, the world is
quiet at night and so this sort of behavior is reserved for the few
night dwellers. For many years of my life I would not write at night,
I would not read at night. No, night was, for well over twenty years,
reserved for gaining experiences. Many of my experiences I have
fictionalized in most of my short stories and some of my novels. I
think all writers do this. During these years of nightlife, I wrote,
read, worked, studied, and otherwise did what I had to do during the
day. I have been a morning writer for most of my life. I mean, during
the morning I am resentful and peevish, so I should spend my time
writing.
In recent years, since
the birth of my son, the mornings are not for writing. Nor are the
afternoons. The days are reserved for family errands, chores and
earning money. And the nights? Well, I am not the rakish hedonist I
once was. I can't be. Nowadays, I try to cram in as much writing as
possible, as much reading as I can, and any other creative work
during the nighttime hours. These are the hours when the family is
asleep. It isn't easy. It isn't easy when there is the Internet at my
fingers and all the distractions it can provide. I watched a very
lackluster and ultimately disappointing documentary about some
religious Russian mountain people night before last. I watched all
boring 45 minutes.
I sometimes think I could
do much more with that hour or two or five after the family has gone
to bed and the time when I go to sleep. It's never been a habit to
work at that hour. It has never been something I felt like I had the
energy to do. I mean, I'm with a four year old for most of the day, I
go to work in the evenings, and I run errands afterward. I'm tired.
Then, the thought
occurred to me, I don't have to be as productive as I once was. I
just have to be more effective. And being more effective has
warranted more thought. I began to think what it means to be a
writer. It's more than scribbling words on a page. I mean, I do that,
and it's junk. Being a writer means connecting with publications,
readers, editors, everyone. It takes time. Being a writer means
having the discipline to submit work, market what has been published.
To be a writer means, well, to work. When I get small spare time I
just want to write, which is productive, but not effective. So, I've
been doing some thinking, some soul (and perhaps sole)
searching.
This
is what I came up with for being an effective writer during the late
nights when the energy is low:
- Make a writers plan
- Split the time up between activities: new material, submission of work, networking, etc.
- Understand that Youtube videos are short, until you watch 50 of them
- Break everything up in small easily attainable tasks
Next
time, “The Writer's Plan.”
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