Life in the open air.
Love for another being.
Freedom from ambition.
Creation.
-Albert Camus
The first time I was exposed to Albert Camus was The
Stranger. It
was in the spring time. I carried a copy of the slim volume in my
school bag. On the outer shores of downtown Denver on the Auraria
Campus, I read Camus while the massive clouds drifted up over the
Rocky Mountains some few miles away. In my younger years, so much of
my freedom, so much of the peace I knew, so much of how I would later
shift and form my life came from books and records. Books and records
and the hours I spent reading or listening to music. It was a spring
day when I read Camus. I was outside in the grass and I could hear
the sounds of a downtown Denver that was on the move, on the move
from a dirty derelict little western town to a major metropolitan
city resting right next to ceiling of the continent.
Albert Camus's The
Physics of Happiness
was still a few years away from me on that spring day when I read The
Stranger.
I would not have truly understood the pure simplicity or the profound
depth of the few things outlined in his recipe. No, rather, I was
introduced to it a few years later when I was about to embark on my
life and the world once my studies were done.
Life in the open air.
When
it comes to the first point of Camus's Physics of Happiness,
life in the open air, it doesn't seem like it should be a difficult
point. It doesn't seem difficult at all. Life in the open air.
Whatever that may have meant to Albert Camus I doubt anyone knows.
What it means to each of us may be different too. To me, it means
just what it means, living in the open air.
At
the time I first read these words, I was a very young man. I had no
home. I lived that first year out of college in several places, San
Francisco, Elbert County, CO, and in a few places between Lisbon and
the Algarve in Portugal. It was a phenomenal time in life for many
reasons. Perhaps the biggest reason was that I felt alive, I was
alive and I was seeing so many things for the first time. When you
see things for the first time, there is no other way than the pure
excitement or joy that comes from new things.
But
as I've aged, I feel like my countrymen in general have aged. I feel
like I've grown gracefully, at least I hope I have. I do not feel the
same about the rest of my countrymen. I feel like the short 20 or so
years between the time I first read The Physics of
Happiness and now, we have aged
in a very, very nasty way.
When
I consider Washington Irving's Rip VanWinkle, I think he would be a
fascinating character in today's world. Remember Rip VanWinkle went
up into the hills and took a little nap. The nap took 20 years and
when he woke up, he found that his country had aged. The first thing
that he noticed was that the flag had changed. The flag, of course,
had gone from the Union Jack to the Stars and Stripes during his
sleep. He noticed the growth of his town. The whole story is a satire
on how quickly things had changed. The whole story was really about
the fact that in one short generation, in this case, 20 years, the
entire world was different. Washington Irving illustrated, most
entertainingly, the shift from colonial America to a sovereign
nation.
I
suspect that any 20 year period in this modern age would be exactly
the same sort of exaggerated change like the changes that Rip
VanWinkle saw. And the 20 years from this moment looking back is
absolutely no different.
Although
I live indoors, I work indoors and I am indoors at this very moment,
I am not a creature who is indoors exclusively. I think there are a
good many people who are, however. I feel like the shift in our
society over the last few hundred years has moved people from the
rural areas to the urban. In rural areas, the distances are more
vast. In rural areas, people tend to work physical jobs, they tend to
work jobs that keep them out of doors. When out of doors, it is very
easy to understand the way in which the days, the weeks, the months
work. Being outside everyday, the way the light moves from solstice
to solstice and back again is noticeably different daily. The
migration of animals, birds, the small creatures, also noticeable.
The phases of the moon, the wanderings of the planets, the seeming
daily crop of plantlife, these things are all available to those who
spend their time outside.
In
the ever widening city centers, the story is different. Small animal
migrations are not as noticeable. The horticulture of landscaped
trees and flowers are not as dependent on the seasons. And when
you're surround by tall buildings, the light of day is allusive and
the stars at night are drown by street lights.
But
life in the open air is still available to urban dwellers, suburban
dwellers or those, like me, who have come to live in a small town.
It's easy to get out of doors. All you have to do is take a walk, a
bike ride, move. But I fear it's more severe than all of that. I feel
like life in the open air has not been taken from us because of
massive cities, but rather, very small screens.
How
often I've been outside on a fantastic day moving from one place to
the other while walking the sidewalks of my little town only to see
other people walking too but each holding a device in their hands.
Their entire attention is affixed to whatever it is they see on the
screen. They are outside, yes, but are they really? What I think is
that they are just as locked up in the hutch as a domesticated bunny
and all because they are focused on a screen and not the world around
them. They may be walking, which is exercise for the body, but they
are not reaping the sensory exercise from the world around them. And
without the sensory exercise, I fear for their mental well being and
their imaginations.
Life
in the open air, today, is definitely far from what life in the open
air once was. Perhaps life in the open air today can be a small
movement outside of a structure, a motorized vehicle and without
anything battery powered on your person. What then of the
imagination? What then of happiness? Of human happiness?
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