It was a great many years ago that I came to
Longmont, Colorado. I had come because my wife's family lives in
Longmont. It seemed like this terrifically exotic place surrounded by
the great Rocky Mountains on one side and farmland everywhere else.
It was filled with that strange agricultural-industrial ruin you find
in small places. There was the defunct and decaying sugar beet
refinery. There was still an operational turkey packing plant which
did not smell good. There were the rails with the patina of red rust
snaking their way through the old warehouses. There was a Main
Street, an old neighborhood of stately homes and plenty of open space
between.
Longmont, for years captured my imagination. It
became this strange fictional backdrop I could reference when I
wanted to write a short story. I would put a few people on the
streets of my imagined Longmont and give them some sort of missed
connection or lost cause to deal with. In my world, I made Longmont
to be the quintessential western agricultural center. And since we
lived just down the road in Denver, I knew I would be going to
Longmont for holidays or parties. Anywhere you go for a party or a
holiday is always a great place. Even though Longmont was not a
reference point for me and my past, there was something about going
to Longmont in those years that made me think of the place as a home
or as a sort of home.
When the opportunity arose to make a move to Longmont, I was eager to try the place out. We had talked for years about spending time living on the outskirts of a small town. We had this notion that the place would fit us if we could just live in that place where it is quiet at night and you can turn your back on city lights and face the Milky Way as it falls into the darkened fields.
It's a small town. Main Street is US 287 which runs
1,791 miles from Choteau, Montana to Port Arthur, Texas. Our little
stretch of 287 goes from Colorado Highway 66 on the north side of
town to southern border of town—a distance of less than 5 miles.
Amid the farms on the west side of town, Longmont
has a small airport complete with a taco wagon and a skydiving
outfit. There are bicycle paths all along the water ways. There are
ample places to worship: two bookstores, a handful of bars and
churches of most creeds. There are hawks and eagles soaring the lower
elevations of the vast sky where jets criss-cross overhead. This
place is what most call a fly over state. The distance to the east
and the north is fracked all to hell, huge wells breaking up the
crust of the earth. It's unsightly and it's unsavory and as long as
there's a market, there's someone to supply fossil fuels which taint
our air and sully our farmland. In these farther stretches, places
you can see from our town, there are massive plastic looking houses,
like massive dollhouses in dollhouse neighborhoods being built by the
moment. There are over-sized roads with many lanes and each side of
the street is packed with fast food outlets and predictable places to
spend money.
My village has the cross section of American life
that I think you'd find most anywhere. There are those who want to
build a wall around the entire country. These people have that
xenophobic attitude that oftentimes seems to have no baring on what
they do daily. These are the people who have friends and
acquaintances from all walks of life, and when someone different
moves into the neighborhood, they are often the first to invite the
newcomers in. It's something I see often enough. And next door to the
xenophobes are the people who keep signs in the windows written in
Arabic and Spanish and English. These signs proudly proclaim that we
are all neighbors, and as long as we are here, we are one people, one
nation, one USA. Can we be at once socially progressive and
xenophobic? Can we be at once the people who wish to conserve our
rural roots and sell pieces of mineral rights to big oil.
Big oil is a big deal here. If you ask me, it's best
not to trust big companies, big industries and however you feel about
big oil, you're part of the system, the decay, all it. Our town
wishes to be fossil fuel free by 2050. Lofty goal, in a way, but at
the rate we're going, we all may be fossil free by then. It's only a
criticism because it's part of the landscape here. It's farmland and
McMansion neighborhoods and fracking wells. It's all the people who
go along with each of those things. Fighting happens here because of
these sorts of things: water, oil wells and new construction.
But it's quiet here at night. Even in the center of
town where I live, it's quiet here at night. The businesses along
Main Street close early. The restaurants and the bars close early
too. The market here just doesn't support a late nightlife. After
nine or ten at night there is practically no one on the streets.
Occasionally a car passes or a pedestrian with a dog, but that is
only very occasionally.
In the late evening when I return home from a night
of work, I ride my bike over abandoned streets. The sounds are the
sounds of my body working the machine that carries me the few blocks
from where I work to where I live. I hear the sounds of my breath,
the creak and squeak of the bicycle. I can count the number of
mercury gas street lamps because of the sound that they make and the
beautiful gold green glow like grainy old photographs. Those mercury
street lights are slowly being replaced with LED lamps, which I'm
told are more efficient and better for the environment. I wish they
put out a better light. The windows of homes, and I look at them, are
darkened too. Only very few windows are alight with that ghastly glow
of the TV, the glow of someone who has turned off their mind for the
night, or for their life.
When I get home, it's quiet. The village sleeps, and
after quiet reflection, I sleep too.
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